Tell us all abit about yourself.. like what kinda person you are things you like etc?
I’m abit of an odd one. As I tend to spend most of my time in my own company, which I like, that and the fact I dont really have a close knit of friends… I don’t know why as I think of myself as a very friendly, loyal person that will talk to anyone, I guess I just find that every person I have trusted has pooped on me in some way, thus ending up me never really getting close to people for me to have any ‘real’ friends in the last few years. Quite sad really isn’t it!!?Haha. I spend most of my free time reading, watching movie’s, playing SNES, blogging, going on walks (I live in the country), going to flea markets and listening to copious amounts of music.
I’d describe myself as kind hearted and strong willed with an ‘everything’s peachy’ outlook on life, I’m extremely laid back, although I do have a bit of a jealous streak. I have my stubborn moments and I’m very much a straight talker. I can sometimes be withdrawn and come across like I’m not interested as I find it hard to trust people and talk about how I feel, it’s something I’m working on! I’m not the best in an argument as I’m far to chilled out, that and I just hate drama. I’m easily pleased, but easily hurt in turn, the worst thing anyone could do is lie to me.
I’m certainly not your ‘average’ girl. I’m as pale as Casper for one and have all my own hair. I’m a huge film/SNES geek. I’m ‘FAT’ and most of the time this doesnt bother me, but seems it does everyone else. I love zombies and the 1950’s. I’m a country girl and love the thought of going for a walk in a muddy feild. I can make a mean cup of tea even though I don’t drink the stuff. I laugh at farts and giggle at words like ‘moist’. I read alot and hate shopping. I’m not a fan of compliments and find them hard to take. I don’t really like clubs and can’t walk in heels to save my life. I can do a pretty good impression of the Tina Turner walk and a T-Rex. I have a mild case of O.C.D and relish at the thought of cleaning an untidy house. I don’t think I posses the female skill of saying one thing and meaning another. Oh and I can’t multitask.
I’m a simple soul that likes the simple things in life. I love music (Bon Iver, Listener, William Elliot Whitmore, Anthony and the Johnsons, Tom Waits, Coco Rosie, Joanna Newsome, Sigur Rós). I enjoy evenings in sat on the sofa watching films or just channel flicking, but also love going out with friends. I adore David Attenborough Sundays, curling up with a box set and a hot chocolate is one of my favourite things to do. I love going to the library and having quiet time with a good book, I love art galleries, museums and walking around cities looking at buildings and taking photos, I love bus rides on the top deck, train journeys and listening to people tell me about their day. I like people watching and I’m a little obsessed with pastry based foods, buy me a chicken pie and I’ll love you for a lifetime.
I’m extremely fond of guys with accents, beards and that carry abit of weight. And I hope to meet a guy that will let me sleep on the right side of the bed one day!!
All in all, I’m a nice girl with the curse of a naive heart.
you shouldnt miss jay or hate him your a wonderful girl n beautiful. he was a dog to you, i know all the shit he did to you and you didnt deserve one bit of it.you deserve a millions times better then that scumbag
I don’t miss him nor hate him.
I used to. But those feelings are fizzling out.. Yeah it’s taken over a year to do so but hey. Some people need that extra time… Hence why I’ve been single since we split over a year ago.
He wasn’t the nicest person to me but I loved him all the same. even after we broke up, and I guess there will always be apart of him in my heart, as anyone you’ve loved would be.
Thank you for the kind words whoever you are. I know I’m better than how he treated me. And hopefully one day I will find someone lovely! :) xxxx